Thursday, May 26, 2011

Summer classes has ended. I am now at the Computer laboratory of the school where I am teaching preparing for my syllabus fo rthe first semester. Out of the blue, thoughts about my experience for the last two months flashes back to me.

I remembered going to class for the first time as an instructor for my BSED1 ICT class. I was trembling back then, unable to cope up in taming the butterflies in my stomach. I stuttered, stuttered and stuttered. I can't even say the correct term for such word. I don;t know how to say things the way it was used to say. I'm speechless. I'm covered with sweat and my palms are frozen - as cold as ice. I can feel my ears - they're hot and seems like they're red. I can feel my face sweel of heat (I know I'm blushing...) I am shy. Actually I am not prepared to face my first students back then.

As I think of those things right now, I just had to smirk remembering those funny events in my life this past few months. At least, I have learned something from that first encounter and I learned to be confident a little more right now.

Life is a matter of change. We are changing constantly. Though we are not that aware of it, but when we look back, everything seems very different...^^

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